Here's To Everything Coming Down To Nothing, Here's To Silence That Cuts Me To The Core

the void of him not being there is growing in size and conspicuousness.
i never thought anything was the same without him around, but last night was the epitome of his absence.
we were all just a bit too quiet.
what almost made it worse, is that i think we all knew what was missing.
i think we all felt it last night.

to know he thought about me yesterday..
probably all day long.
it makes me feel hollow.
i missed him all day too.

i've thought long and hard about moving on,
he so obviously has; again.
i just don't know where to go, or how to get there.
and the distance of the road ahead is hilghly discouraging.