If Ever You Loved Me You'd Say, It's Okay.

im lonley here.
the days pass and blurr together.
its not how i want life to pass me by.

i want to be swept up in the chaos.
not under the rug.

i have some decisions to make.
i know im not leaving much behind here.
except some unfulfilled dreams.
and a pile of mistakes.

i have to tell them im ready to leave.
but im not ready for that.

someday ill figure all this out.
til then ill just wait for someone to find me.