I Want Your Love, And All Your Lovers Revenge

no matter how hard i try to stay out of it..
it all somehow comes right back to me.
of course im going to find amusement in the tables being turned on him,
but why would i make myself the center of the problems that i just want to escape.

it makes it so much harder now that i know he's not over me.

but then again maybe he's just looking for revenge.

i've been a pawn in the head games before.

im forgetting how to be a friend.
who's to say whats decent and right anymore?
getting myself through the days as well as i can is all i can do anymore.

the timing is perfect.

as soon as im ready to literally move on and forget about his existance..

i always said dont mind me, but your love always seems to find me,
its always creeping up behind me, im already yours.