yesterday it began with a hello.
actually i think he said "sup dork"
which is troubling in its own way.
he confirmed all of my suspisions.
"i know, i just have this crush on you that won't ever leave. i can't talk to you as friends, its just weird. i mean, it's been how long now?"
i told him everything i knew i wanted to.
everything i needed to.
and he's sorry, again.
which is great, but we'll see.
everything he said, was everything i hoped he thought.
THIS.
this is why i do it.
i love him.
for no reason except that i can't stop.
or even want to at all.
there's no more words. just utter disbelief.
how can this keep happening to me?
because i want it? because there really is a god? because i'm living in a fantasy world? because he is way smarter and more evil than anyone could have guessed?
or maybe.. and this is the best part.
we're the exact same person, in love with eachother.
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